i looked at the waxy-skinned corpse of a young woman laying on bed or to be more truthful_what had once been a young beautyful woman!!!
outside the window filthy gray clouds streaked with purple presseddown on the inchoate clutter of a rumbling estate,a landscape so familiar it was frightening.
turned my heels to the bathroom and i stared at the blood which still filled the stainless steel sink as i was washing my hands of the dryed liquid of life...
my mind working,remembering what just happned a few minutes ago:
as i took the knife and penetrated the sun-dried flesh of her's...
the knife flashing as it rose and fell in a errible rythem,my hands got wet and sticky;her eyes were wide and staring with incomprehension as to was happening,as she felt her life leaking out through the proliferating wounds as i stabbed her again and again....
she reached her hand out,it opened and closed on nothing,gasping air....she spoke with pain and difficulty,trying to find her voice through the blood bubbling in her throat...
__ I,....I,..Love yo,_______________________
when i heard these words,as her body in my hands trembled and hot steam came of her,my tears poured,i wept like i never remember before,held her head up as i could still feel life inside of her,kissed her bloody lips i lay her slowly on the bed as i used to do when we were having physical relations...i love you too
now here i am,washing my hands,looking at the mirror,i see from here the bed,the blood,the...body???
its not there
(in a quick movement i turn a round in terror
and as i give my back to the mirror
i get cold
i start
sweting
i feel wet
something very cold had penertarted me
i look down
she was there
on the foolr hanging on the knife i stabbed her with
she struk me on my lower belly
and with her weight opned a huge gap
as i was swimming in the mixture of our blood
as i was screaming and kickining in pain
she told me
im going no where without you by my side
outside the window filthy gray clouds streaked with purple presseddown on the inchoate clutter of a rumbling estate,a landscape so familiar it was frightening.
turned my heels to the bathroom and i stared at the blood which still filled the stainless steel sink as i was washing my hands of the dryed liquid of life...
my mind working,remembering what just happned a few minutes ago:
as i took the knife and penetrated the sun-dried flesh of her's...
the knife flashing as it rose and fell in a errible rythem,my hands got wet and sticky;her eyes were wide and staring with incomprehension as to was happening,as she felt her life leaking out through the proliferating wounds as i stabbed her again and again....
she reached her hand out,it opened and closed on nothing,gasping air....she spoke with pain and difficulty,trying to find her voice through the blood bubbling in her throat...
__ I,....I,..Love yo,_______________________
when i heard these words,as her body in my hands trembled and hot steam came of her,my tears poured,i wept like i never remember before,held her head up as i could still feel life inside of her,kissed her bloody lips i lay her slowly on the bed as i used to do when we were having physical relations...i love you too
now here i am,washing my hands,looking at the mirror,i see from here the bed,the blood,the...body???
its not there
(in a quick movement i turn a round in terror
and as i give my back to the mirror
i get cold
i start
sweting
i feel wet
something very cold had penertarted me
i look down
she was there
on the foolr hanging on the knife i stabbed her with
she struk me on my lower belly
and with her weight opned a huge gap
as i was swimming in the mixture of our blood
as i was screaming and kickining in pain
she told me
im going no where without you by my side
